I’m tired of people making everything about themselves when it comes to the both of us. I get it, you have needs and wants, and you want them to be fulfilled. But it’s not fucking fair when you always fucking make me out to be the bad guy in every damn situation. Like just because I’m not in the mood to talk to anyone, it doesn’t mean shit. My life doesn’t revolve around people. I don’t need to prove shit to anyone. Especially if I have told you repeatedly that I do fucking care and that I’ve been numb and haven’t been in touch with my emotions. I’m going through shit and I don’t need to validate anything.
Like fuck you, you’re the one who doesn’t fucking care. You just act like you do just so I can give you the attention you think you deserve. I’m so fucking done wasting my time on people who won’t even alter my life and emotions if they left. Idc if my feelings are just raw rn and I’m saying all of this bc I’m mad. But it’s just not fair. Especially since you’re the one who mainly hurt me. Like it’s just not fucking fair.
I’m ashamed of myself because I know I should be better and I have no idea how to get there.
And how odd it is
to be haunted by someone
that is still alive.
LIFE HACK: disguise your nervous breakdown as a series of jokes